I’m getting really distressed with my family
Need Help PLEASE cant tell my family and I’m getting really distressed!!
Dealing with depression, suicidal thoughts and seizures on which i had multiple seizures today.
Today i talked to the psychiatrist at the hospital but couldn’t tell them the truth. Today i am feeling the worst than what i have felt for many days.
I have been diagnosed with unstable personality, Borderline Personality, Depression, Post Traumatic Disorder and MAJOR suicidal risk.
I am currently off all medication and i feel like i am going to do something stupid today or tomorrow and i don’t want to seek medical attention at the hospital as i had already spent 5 hours in there today. I don’t want to prove the psychiatrist right about today and how i was lying to him in front of his face. My family was arguing earlier how my brother had the walk home because i was laying in a hospital bed very ill after having 6 Grand Mal seizures and the hospital where i was at said it was to do with my mental illness when another hospital is saying its highly likely that i could have epilepsy. That has brought me down even further. i am scared that i could do something really dangerous as last time i was at home and did something i jumped off a bridge.
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One Response to “I’m getting really distressed with my family”Thankyou,
feeling much better the next day and it was the doctors who took me off my medication not me because it was making me very sick.